Ten Lists of Five

Ten Lists of Five

I’ve been wanting to write about what’s been going on with me lately, but to be honest, I'm scared of it. This is the first time in a long time that I approach the keyboard with fear and find myself unable to really say what I mean. I feel like a lot has fallen apart for me, and I’m still in the phase of shock and awe, staring at the pieces and wondering where to start cleaning up.

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I’m a Quitter, pt. 1 (Day 3)

I’m a Quitter, pt. 1 (Day 3)

I suck at quitting. If the analogy I was using of cigarettes being dead to me is still being used, then I need to confess my necrophilia. Day one was a Friday, a bitch of a day at work on any normal week. I bought a pack that night. I leaned on the gum hard all day, but I had a super-embarrassing freak out at work and decided that I needed to be kind to myself because my mental health isn’t exactly on-lock right now.

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Blog on the Backburner (or Vision 2019)

Blog on the Backburner (or Vision 2019)

I’ve been embroiled in some things that have kept me from this blog for a little while now. It’s not just the typical, run-of-the-mill mental health crises that have kept me from the keys—no, this time it’s something splendid. I’m currently in the process of turning this website into something else.

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The Alignment of Ideals

The Alignment of Ideals

I’ve been in a crisis for three days now. The one good thing that I can say has come out this is the writing. The pair of French-titled posts are my favourites, with Un Destin Inéluctable,” among the best things I’ve ever written. It’s uplifted me a bit and inspired me to really think outside the box more often then I was when it comes to this whole writing thing.

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